26 MAY 2012

happy birthday Mr.Bf, even though kita tak boleh celebrate your 25th birthday together but a 30 minutes call is enough to wish you everything... ngeee... happy birthday sayang... may Allah bless u... work harder for our future... hehe... ok, i know u tak baca pon my blog sebab atas besi bergerak tue tak ada internet kan?? but when u dah boleh surf interenet i wish u akan baca this post sebab i create this blog pon sebab nak update all my daily routine for u... hehe... 

happy birthday mr.seafarer... wish u happy always... luv u sayang!! <3 <3 <3

 

happy 5th anniversary too sayang!!! thanx for all the love that u gave to me... thanx for treating me like a princess... miss this moment soo much... no more driver for me to go back home from melaka to ipoh and ipoh to melaka... cant wait for another 5 months... thanx for all your support... i love you more & more day by day... hope our love will stay forever... miss you & love you lots sayang!!! cant wait for our next step this august!!! (",)

happy 5th anny too sayang!! hope our love will last forever!! <3 <3 <3

Umrah

selamat menunaikan UMRAH mama & abah... love & miss u both!!! semoga selamat pergi & selamat pulang...

i'm craving for Domino's

menu untuk buka puasa harini adalah domino's pizza... yeahh... setelah pening memikirkan apa yang perlu dimakan untuk berbuka puasa... akhirnya tangan ku gatal jugak nak bukak website domino's & terus order online... walaupun telah berpikir-pikir untuk tidak membazir akhirnya tewas jugak... ok, memang tak logik untuk order regular pizza padahal nak makan sorang je... personal pizza xde cheese burst ok... jadinya terpaksa ambil yang regular size... ok, malam nie boleh makan sampai muntah okey wahai atiera... diet la sangat kan, bejet tak nak makan nasi sampai Mr.Bf balik tapi bedal cheese pizza tak musnah diet pulak kan... dang!!! okla... tak sabar nak tunggu bukak puasa nie... selamat berbuka puasa pada semua yang berpuasa... wish in advance sebab excited... haha 

disebabkan domino's lah i kena puasa 3 hari berturut-turut... phewww.... 

family time

hi Rejab!!!

last weekend whole family of mine datang melawat i dekat melaka... ok, i bold kan whole tu pon sebab selalunya my brotha tak akan ikot pon kalau family nak pegi mana mana... so, itu sesuatu yang sangat sangat pelik... bila i tanya beliau apa mimpi tiba tiba boleh sesat ikot, dia pon cakap lah sebab tak sempurna sifat lah dia ikot... see?? sebab kaki tempang jalan macam robot tehegeh-hegeh baru nak ikot kn?? nampak sangat kawan kawan beliau tensen kalau keluar dengan beliau... haha... jadinya lengkap la percutian kami satu family dimelaka... ok, ini bukan percutian bagi i sebab hari hari pon memeng dekat melaka... hahaha... act, my dad ingat tak nak stay melaka sebab beliau cakap nak datang on sunday je sebab beliau sampai kl pon dah consider lewat sebab my parents pegi khursus haji dulu that morning... jadi i pon pasrah jela kan... tup tup... around 6pm time i tengah lunch+dinner dekat kedai depan rumah, my dad col cakap tolong booked bilik untuk that night... ok, dengan pantas i pergi cari hotel dekat ayer keroh jela kan sebab dekat... kalau pergi sampai banda hilir confirm la tak ada kan weekend weekend nie... so, straight away pegi ayer keroh country resort  sebab i tahu dekat sini selalunya tak akan penuh... haha... kejikan?? nampak sangat nak suruh family i datang jugakkan... hehe... memang ada kosong pon.. jadinya col my dad and family i pon bertolak lepas maghrib... around 8.30 dorang dah sampai melaka... tapi i boleh pulak tinggal hp dalam bilik sampai my mom & dad col nak bagitahu dah sampai pon i tak sedar... kesian okey... nasib baik 15min je dorang tunggu i taw... haha... sampai je hotel tue terus cari lil naufal... tapi apakan daya dia sudah tido sebab kepenatan... huhu... pastu terus pegi makan dekat-dekat je sebab semua orang pon dah lapa... haha... okla, macam malas dah nak bebel panjang-panjang... let the pictures speak... =)

my mom & lil naufal

my dad & lil naufal

almaklum la... cucu baru sorangkan... semua pon berebut nak bergamba dengan beliau... menyampah... haha

ayah chik yang tersesat tiba-tiba...

he use to call me mama chik bila dia boleh bercakap nanti... haha... sekarang lil naufal hanya tahu menjerit je... =D

si pemakan tegar... sudu pon nak gigit ok... one large whipped potato selamba je dia habiskan... haha

my love <3

ayah & anak...

semua orang pon dah penat time ni... melaka kan panas... huhu

jalan-jalan makan cendol...

my cute lil naufal!!! tak salahkan memuji anak buah sendiri... ngeee (",)

10 minutes of love is enough to make me smile... =)

semalam sedih sebab Mr.Bf kat open sea and takde phone line... tapi semalam jugak Mr.Bf call gf beliau guna satellite phone... ok... that's why i love Mr.Bf soo much sebab beliau mempunyai instinct yang sangat kuat terhadap gf beliau... sangat terharu bila beliau cakap rindu i sangat sangat so that's why die guna jugak satellite phone yang mahal ya amat tue... ok, pasni boleh senyum senyum balik sebab Mr.Bf dah nak sampai port lagi empat hari... huhuhu... harini my parents datang melaka to meet their daughter... haha... can't wait to see lil naufal jugak... alangkah indahnya bila i tak balik ipoh my parents datang melaka melawat i... ok, terharu sangat... okla, have to finish all my assignments before keluar menghabiskan masa bersama family... ^-^

rindu...........

stress sangat sebab all email yg i hantar dekat Mr.Bf semua tak delivered... lepas tue Mr.Bf cakap i yang tak reply email beliau... grrrr... nk col bagitahu pon tak boleh sebab beliau kat open sea... sedih sangat okey sebab masuk harini dah a week takde phone line... risau pon ye jugak sebab Mr.Bf lalu kat pirate area... so, i just can pray for his safety jela kan... kali ni memang rasa lonely sangat coz i'm not happy to be here in melaka... cepat lah habis final!!! nak balik ipoh... huhuhu... hopefully esok my parents datang sini la sebab dah tak boleh pegi kl this week sebab i ada banyak assignment, quiz & test next week... ok, memang everyweek pon kalau boleh i nak balik... huhuhu... next week wajib balik sebab nak hantar my parents pergi umrah... nampaknya study week duduk ipoh sorang-sorang... sangat sedih okey this month... semua orang pon nak tinggalkan i... sob..sob..sob... cepat lah november!!! i hate to wait la bebe... ='(

abah, mama & lil naufal

rindu nak dating dengan Mr.Bf

my other blog

I'm just creating another blogger account and it's not my personal life blog... but something different from this which i use it as my preparation for my engagement day... it's just a blog that i use to remind myself on how the progression for my engagement day because i have to do it by myself since Mr.Bf is not here on our engagement day... phewww... so, kalau this blog is quite from update that's mean I'm busy wif my other stuffs... yeah... I'm also a student that having my final exam soon... do check out my other blog... seafarer's lover

my first week without him

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps...

Mr.Bf had left me for his responsibility as a seafarer and it has been a week after i sent him to the airport... how to describe my feeling huh?? i feel miserable since he's not here with me... no phone call and no sms... ok, for the first 3 days memang i rasa lost sangat and i keep on crying when i think about him even i'm in class... yeah, i know i'm just his gf not more than that, but we had been through thick and thin together and he's one of my strength after my parents... so, for this year we can't celebrate his birthday and our anniversary together but i had celebrate it earlier with no preparation at all... he received call from office a day before his flight ticket to singapore... can u imagine how do i feel when i heard that... of course rasa tertekan coz that time Mr.Bf is in Lumut and i'm in Melaka... that time i use to call my mom for help, i explain on my situation and my mom do understand what i want... thanx mama and abah for your understanding... hehe... from them i managed to buy his birthday & anniversary presents... yeah, i'm a student and i don't have extra money this time because it's a last minute notice... phewww... after settle all the present, i going to kl alone at 9pm... Mr.Bf of course la tak kasi coz time tu dah consider lewat la kan for a girl yg driving alone... tapi for me as long as i can spend extra time for him is very valuable... next day plak, i teman Mr.Bf pergi office to do his medical check up and some other stuff... after settled all the stuff, we go back to Melaka coz i ada lab that evening and test at night... ok, tak payah tanya how's my test going... haha...  around 3am baru pegi KLIA coz his flight to singapore is at 8am... at first i boleh gelak gelak lagi with maria & anne... but at last after he giving me beberapa pesanan... baru la hati dah tak keruan and start crying non stop... haha... nasib baik now i dah okey sebab i'm busy with my college stuffs.... huhu... masuk hari ni dah 5 hari i tak dengar suara Mr.Bf and i dah start rindu beliau... huhu... 

at his office

having our breakfast together at 5.30am

our pic together

wif maria

anne & maria

wif his ticket

my Mr.Seafarer... i MISS u soo much sayang!!! <3

to my dearest mr seafarer

today i sangat sangat down coz mr bf cakap he's going to join one company in lumut as a part time before  AET call... he will start his career as a seafarer back... memang i sepatutnya ready for this coz memang kerja beliau di laut bukan di darat... tapi as a dramatic gf harus la merajuk tak tentu pasal... the reason kenapa i merajuk adalah sebab beliau akan sailing tomorrow... see?? x marajuk lagi ke kalau macam ni... he just tell me the news this evening and he will be sailing tomorrow morning... ok, memang kerjaya as a seafarer ni tak boleh predict pon... if the company call them,  they should be ready... ok, sumpah sedih sebab i will going back tomorrow to meet him and settle up something before his sailing but at last we had to canceled it and maybe i will doing that thing by myself... that something tu i will update later when im ready to write about it... haha... okla, pape pon i will going back home tomorrow jugak and meet my parents and my lil naufal!!! yeay... 

p/s : to mr seafarer, pliz do remember your promises... thank you for calm me down... thank for being a very patient bf... thank for your long lasting support in term of love, financial and many more that i cant list it here!!! i love you sayang!!! <3 <3 <3

hey.. it's may!!!

bila mr bf dah tak  sanggup layan i yang tak boleh tidur, jadinya beliau suruh i online smpi mengantuk... ok, mr bf memang kejam kalau bab tidur ni sebab pada beliau tidur is everything for him... kejam bukan?? siap pesan kalau dah nak tidur baru call beliau... see?? everyday pon macam ni... nak merajuk pon tak guna sebab beliau tak pernah nak layan pon... kesian i dapat bf mcm ni... tapi nasib baik la da faham sangat-sangat perangai beliau yang ni... kalau bernasib baik dapat la bercakap dengan beliau sebelum tidur... kalau tak harus la tidur sendiri... beliau pesan suruh col before tidur pon sebab nak jaga hati je tu... bila col pon bukan diangkat pon... bab ni paling tension... tapi i ni kejam sikit... selagi beliau tak angkat selagi tu i akan col... dah beliau pesan suruh col kan... jadi haruslah menurut perintah... hahaha... ok bye!!

p/s : my entry tak relate langsung dengan tajuk... saja nak bagi mengantuk... hakikatnya, mata i still segar... =(

my boring weekend

happy saturday peeps!!

first time for dis sem i stay melaka and first time jugak i having my boring weekend... kalau tak every week i balik ipoh or kl, but dis week i try hard to stay here but sadly i have no friends to hang out, that's why i need mr bf to be here every second... act, i am not a type of person yang boleh duduk rumah tengok tv semua... i perlu bersosial diluar... hey, don't says bad thing bout me ok... act, not that bad social thingy but more to having fun outside, u get what i mean rite?! haha... sumpah i boring sangat sangat rite now!! i need my ordinary weekend back... huh... dari subuh lagi i play tetris  battle in fb and now i dah boring main benda tue and what should i do now!! im planning going to kl but sadly im not that desperate to go there without any purpose... just waiting for next weekend to come!! i miss my weekend so bad!! =(

miss them!! ='(

miss u too mr bf!! 

his graduation day

entry adalah sangat basi... tapi nak update jugak pasal mr bf gradution ni sebab nanti beliau juga akan dipaksa baca blog i nie kan... haha... ok, bile hari convocation beliau i tak ingat sangat tapi end of march jugak la... beliau dah graduate tapi i belom lagi bukan, sangat sangat sedih okey sebab da tak muda lagi tapi still kena menghadap buku.... benci sangat okey... kalau i  ada choice untuk stop study dah lama dah i stop okey!!! i hate engineering!!! come on atiera... one more year to go... huhu... hope so i can finish my study on time coz sangat tak yakin pada diri sendiri lately... haha... kan dah tersasar dari tajuk entry... okla... i masal nak merepek panjang panjang... layan gambar jela ohkey... 

his parents (",) 

moi

 mr seafarer

 us

p/s : dearest bf... hope u successes in wateva u do sayang... i always support u... i know i wll miss u when u are not here, but i know that's a seafarer job... i try to be strong and stay by ur side forever insyaAllah... thanks for everything... happy sailing sayang!!! (",) <3 <3 <3

quick update

Assalamualaikum!!!

yeah...  now im coming back to the blogging world... act, i terlupa my username again and again and again and now baru i click remember button dekat sign in tu... haha... so that after this sure i tak boleh bagi alasan i terlupa password lagi bukan?? hahaha... the main reason of my silence bukan lah sebab lupa username semata-mata okey... act, i adalah sangat bz dengan my college and mr bf... beliau kan ada dekat melaka selama harini... jadinya, most of my time akan dihabiskan kepada beliau and sekarang baru la i jadi miss lonely coz he's not here anymore... sob... sob... sob... hope after dis i x abaikan sangat my blog nie... hope soo kan.... hahaha.... ok la, just a quick update kan... after dis i update full version plak... (",)