26 MAY 2012

happy birthday Mr.Bf, even though kita tak boleh celebrate your 25th birthday together but a 30 minutes call is enough to wish you everything... ngeee... happy birthday sayang... may Allah bless u... work harder for our future... hehe... ok, i know u tak baca pon my blog sebab atas besi bergerak tue tak ada internet kan?? but when u dah boleh surf interenet i wish u akan baca this post sebab i create this blog pon sebab nak update all my daily routine for u... hehe... 

happy birthday mr.seafarer... wish u happy always... luv u sayang!! <3 <3 <3

 

happy 5th anniversary too sayang!!! thanx for all the love that u gave to me... thanx for treating me like a princess... miss this moment soo much... no more driver for me to go back home from melaka to ipoh and ipoh to melaka... cant wait for another 5 months... thanx for all your support... i love you more & more day by day... hope our love will stay forever... miss you & love you lots sayang!!! cant wait for our next step this august!!! (",)

happy 5th anny too sayang!! hope our love will last forever!! <3 <3 <3

10 minutes of love is enough to make me smile... =)

semalam sedih sebab Mr.Bf kat open sea and takde phone line... tapi semalam jugak Mr.Bf call gf beliau guna satellite phone... ok... that's why i love Mr.Bf soo much sebab beliau mempunyai instinct yang sangat kuat terhadap gf beliau... sangat terharu bila beliau cakap rindu i sangat sangat so that's why die guna jugak satellite phone yang mahal ya amat tue... ok, pasni boleh senyum senyum balik sebab Mr.Bf dah nak sampai port lagi empat hari... huhuhu... harini my parents datang melaka to meet their daughter... haha... can't wait to see lil naufal jugak... alangkah indahnya bila i tak balik ipoh my parents datang melaka melawat i... ok, terharu sangat... okla, have to finish all my assignments before keluar menghabiskan masa bersama family... ^-^

rindu...........

stress sangat sebab all email yg i hantar dekat Mr.Bf semua tak delivered... lepas tue Mr.Bf cakap i yang tak reply email beliau... grrrr... nk col bagitahu pon tak boleh sebab beliau kat open sea... sedih sangat okey sebab masuk harini dah a week takde phone line... risau pon ye jugak sebab Mr.Bf lalu kat pirate area... so, i just can pray for his safety jela kan... kali ni memang rasa lonely sangat coz i'm not happy to be here in melaka... cepat lah habis final!!! nak balik ipoh... huhuhu... hopefully esok my parents datang sini la sebab dah tak boleh pegi kl this week sebab i ada banyak assignment, quiz & test next week... ok, memang everyweek pon kalau boleh i nak balik... huhuhu... next week wajib balik sebab nak hantar my parents pergi umrah... nampaknya study week duduk ipoh sorang-sorang... sangat sedih okey this month... semua orang pon nak tinggalkan i... sob..sob..sob... cepat lah november!!! i hate to wait la bebe... ='(

abah, mama & lil naufal

rindu nak dating dengan Mr.Bf

my first week without him

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps...

Mr.Bf had left me for his responsibility as a seafarer and it has been a week after i sent him to the airport... how to describe my feeling huh?? i feel miserable since he's not here with me... no phone call and no sms... ok, for the first 3 days memang i rasa lost sangat and i keep on crying when i think about him even i'm in class... yeah, i know i'm just his gf not more than that, but we had been through thick and thin together and he's one of my strength after my parents... so, for this year we can't celebrate his birthday and our anniversary together but i had celebrate it earlier with no preparation at all... he received call from office a day before his flight ticket to singapore... can u imagine how do i feel when i heard that... of course rasa tertekan coz that time Mr.Bf is in Lumut and i'm in Melaka... that time i use to call my mom for help, i explain on my situation and my mom do understand what i want... thanx mama and abah for your understanding... hehe... from them i managed to buy his birthday & anniversary presents... yeah, i'm a student and i don't have extra money this time because it's a last minute notice... phewww... after settle all the present, i going to kl alone at 9pm... Mr.Bf of course la tak kasi coz time tu dah consider lewat la kan for a girl yg driving alone... tapi for me as long as i can spend extra time for him is very valuable... next day plak, i teman Mr.Bf pergi office to do his medical check up and some other stuff... after settled all the stuff, we go back to Melaka coz i ada lab that evening and test at night... ok, tak payah tanya how's my test going... haha...  around 3am baru pegi KLIA coz his flight to singapore is at 8am... at first i boleh gelak gelak lagi with maria & anne... but at last after he giving me beberapa pesanan... baru la hati dah tak keruan and start crying non stop... haha... nasib baik now i dah okey sebab i'm busy with my college stuffs.... huhu... masuk hari ni dah 5 hari i tak dengar suara Mr.Bf and i dah start rindu beliau... huhu... 

at his office

having our breakfast together at 5.30am

our pic together

wif maria

anne & maria

wif his ticket

my Mr.Seafarer... i MISS u soo much sayang!!! <3

to my dearest mr seafarer

today i sangat sangat down coz mr bf cakap he's going to join one company in lumut as a part time before  AET call... he will start his career as a seafarer back... memang i sepatutnya ready for this coz memang kerja beliau di laut bukan di darat... tapi as a dramatic gf harus la merajuk tak tentu pasal... the reason kenapa i merajuk adalah sebab beliau akan sailing tomorrow... see?? x marajuk lagi ke kalau macam ni... he just tell me the news this evening and he will be sailing tomorrow morning... ok, memang kerjaya as a seafarer ni tak boleh predict pon... if the company call them,  they should be ready... ok, sumpah sedih sebab i will going back tomorrow to meet him and settle up something before his sailing but at last we had to canceled it and maybe i will doing that thing by myself... that something tu i will update later when im ready to write about it... haha... okla, pape pon i will going back home tomorrow jugak and meet my parents and my lil naufal!!! yeay... 

p/s : to mr seafarer, pliz do remember your promises... thank you for calm me down... thank for being a very patient bf... thank for your long lasting support in term of love, financial and many more that i cant list it here!!! i love you sayang!!! <3 <3 <3