my other blog

I'm just creating another blogger account and it's not my personal life blog... but something different from this which i use it as my preparation for my engagement day... it's just a blog that i use to remind myself on how the progression for my engagement day because i have to do it by myself since Mr.Bf is not here on our engagement day... phewww... so, kalau this blog is quite from update that's mean I'm busy wif my other stuffs... yeah... I'm also a student that having my final exam soon... do check out my other blog... seafarer's lover

my first week without him

Assalamualaikum and hye peeps...

Mr.Bf had left me for his responsibility as a seafarer and it has been a week after i sent him to the airport... how to describe my feeling huh?? i feel miserable since he's not here with me... no phone call and no sms... ok, for the first 3 days memang i rasa lost sangat and i keep on crying when i think about him even i'm in class... yeah, i know i'm just his gf not more than that, but we had been through thick and thin together and he's one of my strength after my parents... so, for this year we can't celebrate his birthday and our anniversary together but i had celebrate it earlier with no preparation at all... he received call from office a day before his flight ticket to singapore... can u imagine how do i feel when i heard that... of course rasa tertekan coz that time Mr.Bf is in Lumut and i'm in Melaka... that time i use to call my mom for help, i explain on my situation and my mom do understand what i want... thanx mama and abah for your understanding... hehe... from them i managed to buy his birthday & anniversary presents... yeah, i'm a student and i don't have extra money this time because it's a last minute notice... phewww... after settle all the present, i going to kl alone at 9pm... Mr.Bf of course la tak kasi coz time tu dah consider lewat la kan for a girl yg driving alone... tapi for me as long as i can spend extra time for him is very valuable... next day plak, i teman Mr.Bf pergi office to do his medical check up and some other stuff... after settled all the stuff, we go back to Melaka coz i ada lab that evening and test at night... ok, tak payah tanya how's my test going... haha...  around 3am baru pegi KLIA coz his flight to singapore is at 8am... at first i boleh gelak gelak lagi with maria & anne... but at last after he giving me beberapa pesanan... baru la hati dah tak keruan and start crying non stop... haha... nasib baik now i dah okey sebab i'm busy with my college stuffs.... huhu... masuk hari ni dah 5 hari i tak dengar suara Mr.Bf and i dah start rindu beliau... huhu... 

at his office

having our breakfast together at 5.30am

our pic together

wif maria

anne & maria

wif his ticket

my Mr.Seafarer... i MISS u soo much sayang!!! <3

to my dearest mr seafarer

today i sangat sangat down coz mr bf cakap he's going to join one company in lumut as a part time before  AET call... he will start his career as a seafarer back... memang i sepatutnya ready for this coz memang kerja beliau di laut bukan di darat... tapi as a dramatic gf harus la merajuk tak tentu pasal... the reason kenapa i merajuk adalah sebab beliau akan sailing tomorrow... see?? x marajuk lagi ke kalau macam ni... he just tell me the news this evening and he will be sailing tomorrow morning... ok, memang kerjaya as a seafarer ni tak boleh predict pon... if the company call them,  they should be ready... ok, sumpah sedih sebab i will going back tomorrow to meet him and settle up something before his sailing but at last we had to canceled it and maybe i will doing that thing by myself... that something tu i will update later when im ready to write about it... haha... okla, pape pon i will going back home tomorrow jugak and meet my parents and my lil naufal!!! yeay... 

p/s : to mr seafarer, pliz do remember your promises... thank you for calm me down... thank for being a very patient bf... thank for your long lasting support in term of love, financial and many more that i cant list it here!!! i love you sayang!!! <3 <3 <3

hey.. it's may!!!

bila mr bf dah tak  sanggup layan i yang tak boleh tidur, jadinya beliau suruh i online smpi mengantuk... ok, mr bf memang kejam kalau bab tidur ni sebab pada beliau tidur is everything for him... kejam bukan?? siap pesan kalau dah nak tidur baru call beliau... see?? everyday pon macam ni... nak merajuk pon tak guna sebab beliau tak pernah nak layan pon... kesian i dapat bf mcm ni... tapi nasib baik la da faham sangat-sangat perangai beliau yang ni... kalau bernasib baik dapat la bercakap dengan beliau sebelum tidur... kalau tak harus la tidur sendiri... beliau pesan suruh col before tidur pon sebab nak jaga hati je tu... bila col pon bukan diangkat pon... bab ni paling tension... tapi i ni kejam sikit... selagi beliau tak angkat selagi tu i akan col... dah beliau pesan suruh col kan... jadi haruslah menurut perintah... hahaha... ok bye!!

p/s : my entry tak relate langsung dengan tajuk... saja nak bagi mengantuk... hakikatnya, mata i still segar... =(

my boring weekend

happy saturday peeps!!

first time for dis sem i stay melaka and first time jugak i having my boring weekend... kalau tak every week i balik ipoh or kl, but dis week i try hard to stay here but sadly i have no friends to hang out, that's why i need mr bf to be here every second... act, i am not a type of person yang boleh duduk rumah tengok tv semua... i perlu bersosial diluar... hey, don't says bad thing bout me ok... act, not that bad social thingy but more to having fun outside, u get what i mean rite?! haha... sumpah i boring sangat sangat rite now!! i need my ordinary weekend back... huh... dari subuh lagi i play tetris  battle in fb and now i dah boring main benda tue and what should i do now!! im planning going to kl but sadly im not that desperate to go there without any purpose... just waiting for next weekend to come!! i miss my weekend so bad!! =(

miss them!! ='(

miss u too mr bf!! 

his graduation day

entry adalah sangat basi... tapi nak update jugak pasal mr bf gradution ni sebab nanti beliau juga akan dipaksa baca blog i nie kan... haha... ok, bile hari convocation beliau i tak ingat sangat tapi end of march jugak la... beliau dah graduate tapi i belom lagi bukan, sangat sangat sedih okey sebab da tak muda lagi tapi still kena menghadap buku.... benci sangat okey... kalau i  ada choice untuk stop study dah lama dah i stop okey!!! i hate engineering!!! come on atiera... one more year to go... huhu... hope so i can finish my study on time coz sangat tak yakin pada diri sendiri lately... haha... kan dah tersasar dari tajuk entry... okla... i masal nak merepek panjang panjang... layan gambar jela ohkey... 

his parents (",) 

moi

 mr seafarer

 us

p/s : dearest bf... hope u successes in wateva u do sayang... i always support u... i know i wll miss u when u are not here, but i know that's a seafarer job... i try to be strong and stay by ur side forever insyaAllah... thanks for everything... happy sailing sayang!!! (",) <3 <3 <3

quick update

Assalamualaikum!!!

yeah...  now im coming back to the blogging world... act, i terlupa my username again and again and again and now baru i click remember button dekat sign in tu... haha... so that after this sure i tak boleh bagi alasan i terlupa password lagi bukan?? hahaha... the main reason of my silence bukan lah sebab lupa username semata-mata okey... act, i adalah sangat bz dengan my college and mr bf... beliau kan ada dekat melaka selama harini... jadinya, most of my time akan dihabiskan kepada beliau and sekarang baru la i jadi miss lonely coz he's not here anymore... sob... sob... sob... hope after dis i x abaikan sangat my blog nie... hope soo kan.... hahaha.... ok la, just a quick update kan... after dis i update full version plak... (",)

my one & only boyfriend and nephew

lamanya tak membebel bebel dalam ni coz bz sangat dengan hal dunia sampaikan blog sendiri terabai... ok, sebenarnya bukan bz sangat pon tapi tetibe lupa password for my blogspot jadinya tunggu sampai ingatan pulih baru boleh update bukan... ni pon saje je hentam hentam baru boleh log in... hahaha... takde benda pon nak update tapi saje suka suka nak membebel setelah sekian lama menyepi... dari i takde anak buah sampai dah ada and he's now 3 months already... oklah malas citer banyak pasal my nephew ni sebab nanti i rindu beliau susah pulak... nanti kalau mood i tak kelaut, i update pasal my first nephew ni yer sebab i tak boleh ingat kat beliau... nanti sedih... tak pasal pasal i kene pegi kl esok jumpa my de bomb... huhu

mr bf wif de bomb

full update...

disebabkan post ni dah agak basi tapi i still nak update jugak sbb tengah bosan tak tahu nak buat apa... okey, sekarang ni mr.bf ada dekat alam nk habiskan study beliau... jadinya i adalah orang yang paling bosan kalau mr.bf tak ada... almaklum la, asal boring je col mr.bf suruh datang ipoh... nak msg & col die pon agak susah sebab beliau sangat bz... dis 2 weeks dia ada radar course... jadinya beliau dah siap pesan dekat i yang die perlu fokus sbb tak mahu repeat dis paper... i sebagai gf yang sangat memahami terpaksa la menahan dari memegang hp... owh, mana tak nya... asal hp depan mata je terus i teringat mr.bf... hahaha... okla, sebenarnya i just nak update pasal arsenal lawan malaysia dekat bukt jalil haritu... i sangat sangat teruja since dis is my first experience tengok bola dekat stadium sejak i da besar nie... dulu penah la time kecik kecik dulu my dad bawak kan.... tp, kali ni mr.bf pulak yang bawak and i macam org giler menjerit-jerit..... okey, sangat sangat over.... nasib baik mr.bf still mengaku i gf beliau.... hahahaha... n dis is our last time dating before dia masuk alam... okla, malas nak tulis panjang panjang... just njoy da pics je la...

 yours truly

 mr.bf pon nak jugak... haha

 beliau memang sangat hover.... telinga i boleh pekak kalau hari hari ikot beliau tengok bola... marah player kalah rajagobal okey.... hahaha

pose sama je kan?? i memang sangat tak kreatif bila bergamba... harap maklum... (",)

 muka da macam bola dah bukan???

 kes buli oleh mr.bf... 

 gamba ni better... i tak nampak gemok... hahaha

 his friend faliq... tq for da tickets faliq! =)

him & his friend....

arsenal asia tour!!

sangat excited untuk esok... okey... mmg x patut excited sbb i cuma beli tiket yg paling murah untuk tgk arsenal vs malaysia esok... haha... tp, mujur la jgk mr.bf nk belanjakan... jd terima seadanya je la wahai cik atiera.... seriously im so damn excited.... tq mr.bf!! i heart u soo much... hehe...

pic adalah ihsan dr my BIL... sgt jealous sbb beliau & my sis dpt pergi training session td... padahal beliau adalah MU fan and my sis pulak adalah LIVERPOLL fan... jd, bila drng pergi tgk training session nie i rasa mcm y not x offer kat i je kn since drng bkn fan of arsenal pon... hahahaha... okla, full update soon!!!