his graduation day

entry adalah sangat basi... tapi nak update jugak pasal mr bf gradution ni sebab nanti beliau juga akan dipaksa baca blog i nie kan... haha... ok, bile hari convocation beliau i tak ingat sangat tapi end of march jugak la... beliau dah graduate tapi i belom lagi bukan, sangat sangat sedih okey sebab da tak muda lagi tapi still kena menghadap buku.... benci sangat okey... kalau i  ada choice untuk stop study dah lama dah i stop okey!!! i hate engineering!!! come on atiera... one more year to go... huhu... hope so i can finish my study on time coz sangat tak yakin pada diri sendiri lately... haha... kan dah tersasar dari tajuk entry... okla... i masal nak merepek panjang panjang... layan gambar jela ohkey... 

his parents (",) 

moi

 mr seafarer

 us

p/s : dearest bf... hope u successes in wateva u do sayang... i always support u... i know i wll miss u when u are not here, but i know that's a seafarer job... i try to be strong and stay by ur side forever insyaAllah... thanks for everything... happy sailing sayang!!! (",) <3 <3 <3

me & his family

semalamkan i ada bgtahu nk pergi johor dgn (dot..dot..dot..)... haha.... ok, sbenarnya i pegi dgn mr.bf... but not only mr.br sahaja... tp his parents jgk... haha... ok, mmg at first i refuse x nk pegi coz malu & wat so eva, gaduh jgk la dengan mr.bf pasal bende nie... dah tu habis beliau ungkit pasal parents i ajak pegi mkn die xpenah tolak sumekan....jadinya at last, pegi jgk la walaupon hati berdebar-debar... hahaha... before pegi mmg x duk diam kuar masuk bilik je keje i sementara nk tunggu mr bf amik i kat umah... sampai maria tegur la kan... so, paham-paham la i mcm cacing kepanasan jew time tue... haha... nak kate nervous tue mmg la nervous sbb nk pegi jalan sama-samakan... setaakat jumpa-jumpa kejap tue mmg i da biasa da la kan... hahaha.... da la i mmg x reti nk bersembang... dgn mr bf pon tetiba jd malu nk bersembang.... kah3... nasib baik la parents beliau sportingkan... jd nye xla i malu sgt pon... haha... da lama sikit baru la okey... kah3.... first first kitorng singgah air hitam coz his parents nk survey barang kat sana... al-maklum la parents beliau kan bukak kedai bunga & hantaran... jadinya aktiviti survey barang nie mmg wajib la kan... pastu bru gerak pergi pasir gudang amik adik beliau... ok, tujuan utama pergi sini pon sbb mak beliau nk pergi  melawat adik beliau jew... da abis melawat dlm pukul 1030 bru gerak balik... i smpi ayer keroh dlm pukul 1230 & mr bf smpi teluk intan dlm pukul 4... ok sebenarnya i rase mr bf mmg bwk kereta laju x ingat sbb boleh smpi teluk intan dr melaka dlm masa 3jam 30min je... hey mr bf!! mentang mentang la cyg xde bebe boleyh bawak kete laju laju ek... ketok kepala kang baru taw!! hahaha... okla b, pape pon cyg njoy semalam... thanx for everything & thanx to your parents too... luv u!! (",)

the pic was taken time i tgh boring tunggu mr bf... padahal nervous smpi x boleh nk control diri... kah3

me & him dekat air hitam smbil tunggu parents beliau survey barang... kitorng malas nk tgk tgk coz sales girl tue asik ikot kitorng jew sbb ingt kitorng nk pergi beli barang tuk kawin... hahaha

see, i mane penah malu kalau bab makan... makan jew trus x malu... hahaha

ok, mak beliau pon gelak tgk i yg nk 24/7 asik nk bergambar jew... hehehe

his parents... 

me & his mom (MIL to be)... haha

anak emak... hehe (",)

happy family of him... 

me again & again

makan time wif his family... 

i luv u!!

muka puas dapat makan... ok, mmg tyme nie da xde malu malu dah... haha

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THANX B!! THANX TO UR PARENT TOO!! (",)

ilysm sayang!

p/s : dis entry quite jiwang coz wanna dedicate it to mr.bf... haha... for those (eh, mcm ada org nak baca je kan?? ) yang rase tidak suka entry seperti ini digalakkan untuk tidak meneruskan pembacaan kerana dikhuatiri mengalami mual mual... haha... (",)

dear mr.bf,

b thanx for ur surprise... i really speechless & i dunno how u plan dis every time u wanna make me happy... seriously im very happy yesterday & i cant stop smiling until now... u always try to be the best for me and yes u always managed to make me happy... sometimes u dont care bout yourself coz u always care about me... i know not everyone can do like what you did to me... thanx sayang.... i do appreciate it & promise that i will love u forever... thanx for everythings!! thanx for ur love.. thanx for ur attention... thanx for what eva u did for me... u r da best man & da perfect man for me... i love u soo much & i will love you forever... thanx you izuan eshammuddin for ur endless love... 

        

~the one who always make me happy~

i luv u soo much b!! <3 <3 <3

       

mr.boyfriend vs. mr.seafarer

why i use to col my boyfriend as mr.boyfriend or mr.seafarer??? for u to know my boyfriend is a ship navigator and that's the reason why i col him as mr.seafarer.... macam ada org nk tahu je kan gaya cerita nya... haha.... i'll use mr.seafarer  if he's on board, while i'll col him as mr.bf is he is not... hehe... jadi sudah terjawab bukan mengapakah saya mengunakan kedua dua istilah untuk describe mr.bf bukan?? haha... yes, it's a bit poyo kan nak describe bagai... hey! it's my blog... so what?? hehe... ok sebenarnya just nk story sikit pasal mr.bf.... act, dalam my previous blog i da banyak cerita pasal beliau coz time tue mr.bf on board selama 9 bulan... jadinya saya ditinggalkan dikala tempoh perhubungan adalah sangat sangat baru berputik lagi.... ditinggalkan tanpa phone col selama berminggu minggu... rindu tue mmg xdapat dibendung lg.... everytime he col i will cry and the worst is when im not around or im not realized  when he col me.... time nie mesti akan rasa bersalah pada diri sendiri sebab x alert... haha... ok, time tue my phone langsung xde function and top up sebulan sekali pon kredit x luak luak... huhu... saya just tunggu mr.bf col je... nak col beliau mmg xla kan... hehe... tp masa tue beliau mmg kene amik turn nk guna phone & time tue kalau ada masalah mmg down gila la sbb xtahu nk mengadu dekat sape kn... walaupon ditinggalkan berbulan bulan tp saya xpenah terasa diabaikan pon and once die ada dekat darat mmg rasa mcm bru first first kenal coz lme giler x jumpa & he will try to make me happy when he's around... huhu... whatever it is i hope he will always be my mr.seafarer even though sometimes it's hard for me to let him go for sailing.... i will always LOVE and MISS U SAYANG..... that's my promise to you.... <3 <3 <3

p/s : entry agak jiwang sebab i sedang rindu mr. bf.... hahaha